Week 2 Accountability!

HALF WAY POINT ACCOUNTABILTY PHOTO!! I'm still in the game!  Monday will be week 3 of my second round of 21 Day Fix

For YEARS I went through life WISHING for that body I wanted so badly. After struggling for a VERY long time with my weight and my self esteem, trying literally EVERYTHING there is for weightloss (yes, the gym even with a trainer, diets, pills, shake programs, cleansing programs, gimmicks...you name it) I finally gave into my fate of always being unhappy. I felt defeated and frustrated. I figured if I couldn't ge...t there I might as well eat like shit, party too much, drink too much, sleep very little and "enjoy" myself. A downward spiral into false happiness.

 

THEN...along came my beautiful Brodilynn! So tiny, so perfect, my whole world. I looked at her a promised I wasn't going to put myself down anymore. Enough is enough and I needed to make a change...for HER and for me. I didn't want her to grow up thinking it was ok to feel like i did about myself, I didn't want her to think that giving up was EVER an option. I wanted her to be proud of me and learn to treat her body like GOLD. For that day forward I put myself into a success state of mind. I ordered a fitness program i could do at home while she was sleeping (i totally thought it was going to be another gimmick but it was really my last resort). I created a "challenge group" with a few friends so i could hold myself accountable and away i went! I lost 37 pounds in 90 days! I felt freakin amazing, I was proud, I was energetic, I was a better wife and mom, I had become everything I knew I could be! 
Trusting in my process is the first step! Every month since that day I have started a new group...not only for myself but for others. I know there are people out there who feel just like i did and I know how awful it feels. I want to be that light at the end of the tunnel for others...that's why I do what I do! I want them to say because we did it together they didn't give up.

Its been an insane journey for sure...never easy, but very much worth it on sooo many levels. The cool thing about this...YOUR NOT ALONE. Every single day there is a support system there to keep you going...all you have to do is START!!! SERIOUSLY...just START. If you don't know where to start...that's where I come in. I help you, I guide you, I encourage you, and run beside you EVER SINGLE STEP OF THE WAY. I BELIEVE IN YOU!